PerksOfBeingMe:
Reality says there might be second chances but they become limited especially if you don’t give effort to correct your mistakes. Repeated mistakes of the same kind don’t always get pretty chances. Be cautious and learn from mistakes so not to commit them again.
Close to Tears

Oh yes today. I made my day busy  so I won’t  think of her. But I couldn’t get her out of my mind. My friend, my sister, my inspiration. -_-

Our pains by Us

Why do people promise when they don’t mean it?

Why do people say sorry when they will do the same mistake again?

Why do people love when they will just get hurt?

We just make our own pains.

We believe in everything though we know that everything will just end.

Not soon but it will happen. 

Apologies accepted… soon!

Last Friday, I was hurt by a friend. I was humiliated and I felt like I have to get mad. But that friend is so close to my heart that I could not be angry at her. I just left her with her other friends, and I took some time to think. I went to another friend’s house and later on, I went to church for practice.

She’s there too but she wasn’t talking to me. She didn’t even glanced at me. I felt guilty. On Sunday, her boyfriend asked me to just say sorry to her. I thought for a while… I didn’t do anything to her so why would I apologize? 

The next day, I saw her and I smiled at her and even bowed to greet her but she just stared at me. My friends teased me and kept asking what happened? I said "nothing, we’re fine".

I asked for an advice, I’m always the one who says sorry. Even though I know I’m wrong, I think I have to be respected and not to be scolded or even shouted at, in front of other people. I was hurt, really hurt. If I don’t value our friendship, I won’t care about how she feels and won’t care about how angry she is.

I was advised that I should not be tired of saying sorry, even if I’m in pain or I’m mad. Apologizing doesn’t mean you’re defeated, it means you value that friend more than your ego. And God will see everything you do even if they aren’t noticed by humans. 

And then the day after, I finally said sorry to her because I can’t take it anymore. I brought a doughnut for her. Just as soon as I said sorry, she talked and talked and said everything that’s wrong with me. I act so immature, I hurt everyone’s feelings, I don’t care about how they feel about me, I don’t know my limits, I don’t listen and understand her. I admit everything, I am that rude, I am so senseless, no purpose I felt like I was just created for nothing. Again, I was humiliated. But this time, I accepted everything because it’s all true and for the sake of our friendship. In the end, I think she didn’t accept my apologies. I walked outside without a word and full of embarrassments . I didn’t have the chance to give the doughnut to her. 

I know that everything won’t be back to normal. I don’t know what will happen next but I will say sorry until the day comes that she’ll finally forgive me.

I kept my distance. ‘Cause I found out where I stand. Unfortunately, I am nothing to the people I used to care and used to be close with. 

SUICIDAL STAGE

So I guess, I have to do my suicidal note. I’m so over the edge.

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